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Christian
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Diary
and Memories of Doctor and Monsignor Rafael Rodriguez Guillén
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When I was twelve years old, I was interned in the
seminary for priests in the Capital of Andalusia, Seville, during a
difficult epoch at the end of the Spanish Civil War, in which more than
two million Spaniards died, were dispossessed, or banished. And
when the want of provisions and food supplies was imposed with the
arrival of the new dictatorship, the Catholic church took advantage of
the opportunity to open hundreds of seminaries and convents allied to
the plans of the Vatican and the red beret falangists of Franco’s
military conquerors. It began a forty year drama in which I was a
witness of the religious, political, and social changes made in Spain by
National Catholicism or the Political State of the Vatican and its world
power.
The changes were exaggerated and prejudicial for Christianity, that they
converted the Catholic church into an institution more political than
religious. Roman Catholicism became the greatest political force
in Europe, and took over education, not only founding seminaries and
universities and monasteries, but also controlling public teachings and
the universities themselves.
Thousands of scholarships and monetary helps existed for all them that
wanted to enter a seminary; and help was offered to both fathers and the
poor to remedy the poverty that the Spanish Civil War brought to so many
forsaken homes. I was a victim who was brainwashed into joining
the seminary at age twelve, and I suffered an inhumane and draconian
discipline, which can canonically and according to the Council of Trent
occupy the sacerdotal formation: four years of humanities, three
years of philosophies, four years of theology, and one year of dioconate.
I have to confess that there were years which elapsed in my life,
without meaning, without ever having had the opportunity to reflect if I
or my relatives, who were obliged to have a son who would elevate them
socially and bring them out of their poverty, had the true vocation of
priesthood. I must acknowledge that I received an extensive
education that I would never have received owing to the poverty of my
relatives. I had the valor to resist those twelve years, the most
handsome of my life as a youth in puberty: a childhood changed by
monastic rules, transcendental meditations, sacrifices and the human
needs which I had to bear. The brainwashed me with a scholastic
philosophy which made me believe I was a divine or supernatural being
with a divine powers of opening and closing the gates of heaven.
All a big lie! A pseudochristianity called Catholicism, which is
directed from the Vatican by an antichrist.
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